What happens in a space that isn’t observed? And who may sense a space? I approach these themes of subjectivity, immateriality and special awareness with digital animation, by which I create empty spaces. These spaces function as both actors and backdrops in short films. The spaces in my films are surrounded by domestic sounds from another room; footsteps, clattering cutlery slamming doors and a piano being played. In this way an environment develops that isn’t shown. My fascination with this way of perceiving was formed by my Dutch-Indonesian background and the uncertainty I felt as a child about my identity: hidden stories, intergenerational trauma and a generation that rather not talks about the dark past.
The references come from ‘nothing’, and refer to ‘nothing’, just as in the immateriality of the rooms I build by 3D-animation. I use the properties of film and 3D-animation to create a world that a visitor can wander around in, in a kind of ‘interspace’, between knowing and not-knowing. I am guided by cinematic properties like time, space, light and montage and by the sensory observations of the visitor and myself.
I regard my artistic practice as a method to examine and expand, in my own personal way, the space that has always been uncertain to me. These attempts form an ongoing dialogue between me and the work itself: a continuous process that allows me to create, and to deconstruct, to subsequently create again from that deconstruction, whether or not in a different medium from the original. To exhaust the image, to exhaust the moment.
